To - Do's

Family, from now on, will always come first.
I don't really care about friends anymore, I don't care about how many friends I make, or how many people like, or hate me. From now on, in school, all I'll do is pay attention, and do all my work without having anyone bother me. I doubt I'll hangout, unless it's with my Baby, or with Tiffany. Saturdays will always be devoted to my Baby, and Sundays, obviously devoted to spending some time with my mom, and maybe cousins/grandpa. School is something I've always been serious about, but I really think that it's something I can't concentrate on. Hopefully, I'll strive to do better, and become a better, more hardworking person by the end of the semester.

To Do list.
----Family/Friends/BABY<3
-- Spend more time with Baby.
-- Spend more time with family.
-- Take more pictures with friends/family.
[Summertime]
-- Spend more time in with Baby, Benson, and family.
-- Sleepover at Linda's & Benson's.
-- Go to beach with Baby & friends?
-- Go to beach with family?

----Schoolwork.
-- Hopefully pass Geometry class with a 70.
-- Just get good enough grades where parents will be proud.
-- Pass regents.

---- What I need.
-- Lose some fat.
-- Have less blemishes.
-- Do more exercise.
-- Play more handball.
-- Buy more clothes ; that will last through summer.
-- Learn how to swim [ parents will take care of that ]
-- Learn how to ride a bike.
-- Work ; maybe?

LIFE .

I'm pretty glad with how things are going in life right now. I have such an amazing family that I love so much. I really think that my family, meaning my grandpa, aunts and uncles should get together more often. I'm really thinking that the next father's day, grandpa's birthday, or mother's day, I just HAVE to take pictures.
I think that the only thing that I'm not so happy about is school. Although I like Tech, how I have "friends" there, I don't feel like I fit in. In 7Th and 8Th grade, I was basically in the same class with the same people, they knew how I was, and they were understanding of me. No one ever doubted me, made me feel stupid or upset me; I never felt like I didn't want to be there. Now at Tech, I don't feel like I fit in, I don't have anyone close to me in class, it's basically like I have no one to talk to. I hope by sophomore year, things won't be the same, but if they are, I'll be wanting to die for the next 3 years.